All I can say is one word is STUCK.
I am literally STUCK.
This may be a blog about venting but I feel like I need to share this with others. Maybe other bloggers OR anyone may be able to vent with me.
Lately I've been feeling very robotic writing my posts and I haven't been able to give my whole heart expressing how I felt about the content I'm writing. That may be one reason I haven't seen the best results in this blog.
Anything I do currently, I feel like I'm getting out of a hole, but I'm not quire there yet. I hear these stories were people usually get STUCK until they reach success. But the scary thing is, I don't know when OR if I'll get there.
And you as a reader are probably wondering what am I struggling with.
It's nothing personal and it may seem odd but this has been bothering me forever.
A year ago, I got introduced to network marketing. I wasn't successful at it, but I learnt much more from it. I was able to learn the purpose of self development. And that, I truly believe why I was introduced to it. Anyways, it gave me hope that I would be successful in something. And was my time to be awaken into a different life. A life that I could live for myself.
"To be honest, I'm not really sure what "i'm suppose to learn" during this time.."
Okay...let's go a little further in my life....Maybe starting when I was in kindergarden. Actually nah, not that far. Grade 2. I felt that was the age where people started talking about me. Ever since, I dealt with gossip and bullying. I never reached high extremes of it, but that's where my "why' kicked in. My fire that has been keeping me going until this point.
Maybe it's a test. I actually don't know. Anyways I'm frustrated that I been working really hard trying to pursue my dreams and creating financial freedom but I don't even know what to work on or how to fix what I'm doing. I mean it's only been a year.
And this makes me more frustrated because I know I can do much more to further my blog. But who knows, maybe it's time for me to relax. After all, I'm starting my graphic design program so maybe I need to take a step back.
To be honest, I'm not really sure what "i'm suppose to learn" during this time..
Anyways, that's my struggle with blogging. I just want to make it big. But more then that, I just want to share my passion through my blog. And what is that? Face painting and art. Though, I feel getting that message across could take me another 1, 5, 10 years?
I'm tired promoting other people's content. Even though they have great content, it's been so much sharing. I'm frustrated going on google analytics and finding which key words work in getting more views.
I guess i'm getting a little impatient, but you as a reader what are you struggling with? Are you frustrated with your blog? Are you unsure if you sure continue or do want to tell me something else?
If your frustrated too, please let me know; I would love to hear it at this point.